A MIND IS A TERRIBLE THING AND IT MUST BE STOPPED!!!
The title could not be more accurate. Probably not for my ultra intelligent readers, but my pea brain.... Bullseye!!! My mind has spent a lot of time trying to figure what caused me to spin out of control in late March of 2023. I have been told by wiser people that my writing is amateur at best, whoops wrong post, we will leave that for another day. What i have been told is there may not be an answer to my sudden attack of panic and just maybe searching for the reason is a complete waste of time. No having an answer to everything is sometimes a fucking answer gosh dammit!!! My words, not the wise peoples!!! Well, my analytical brain does not buy that. Even if it should. So, let us travel back to late 2022 and pose some possible causes of my soon to come near death experience. In a total creatively made up by me and not stolen from a movie title of.... The Perfect Storm: In October of 2022 I went for my annual physical and was told that my cholesterol was too high and my doctor recommen...